so I lost my Little Prince..

and then he returned, came back to me

making me the happiest person alive.. again.

My head is everywhere.

Why do I keep thinking about dying.

Why am I so scared to die?

Is it because I won't be able to hold my Little Prince's hand again?

Please, save me.

* * *

Here I come again,

sorry for leaving you guys,

I just can't sort my head out.

I believe that everything starts getting 

better after a while.

I try to find a way 

to believe in myself.  

I wish you could help me 

and not only make it worse..

I'm so tired.

It feels like I am slowly dying inside,

everything around me is so unfair,

and so hard to understand.

Since my granddad left me,

I can't cope with anything.

I have no more support,

no more motivation

and I'm trying my hardest not to give up,

but days like today make it even harder for me.

* * * 

Have you ever been treated like a piece of trash?

Has anyone ever tried to ruin your life?

Have you ever been so down, you couldn't see the light anymore?

I have..

It feels so good sharing my life with you guys..

Feels like all the problems are not as

heavy as they really are. 

birdy.mp3 

Rainy morning is the worst beginning of the day.

Puts people in a melancholy.

My brain stopped working..

I am trying my hardest to concentrate,
but the things that keep popping up
 in my head won't leave me alone.

* * *

Oh, darling, why are you so cold?
Why is the distance between us increasing?
What will I be without you?

So many questions I need answers to..
..actually, do I even want to know the answers?

I feel hopeless.

My lips need your lips,

feed me with your love.

Finally, after a very long day I can pull my head back 

and think what is going to happen tomorrow.

Your eyes are like stars shining for me in the dark.

You are my medicine for everything.

/I am very pleased with my stats going up.

Thank you all for spending a little time reading my confessions.

Don't be scared to leave a comment! :-)

Lamb - Gabriel.mp3 

Why is everything so complicated?

I need to concentrate on my work..

..but constantly thinking about my problems won't let me

complete any work.

I'm drowning myself in the thoughts of tomorrow,

the thoughts of my future which are blank.

This lack of knowledge kills me inside.

Why does something so wrong feel so  g o o d? 

I never thought I could fall in love so easily,

so deeply. He makes me immortal.

He has my soul, my life..

My heart.

He is my lover, my friend..

..my soul mate.  

only if I knew how to make it last forever.